Day 11 - decent prose at last

After a nasty drought, my writing has returned to me just when i need it. The publishing phenomenon that is 'How To Survive Your Twenties In One Piece' seems to be back on track.

I know it was all self inflcted - but things happen for a reason, ok? including getting accidentally wasted.

I am preparing to take this project to market and have realised that all quality material must be collated in an organised fashion... it has been a most daunting task. Merely attempting to get the first chapter together is a royal pain in the ass... i should have some kind of production team in place to do this kinda stuff for me, right?!

Deciding what I can and cannot include about such diverse topics as 'assholes', 'absinthe', 'addiction' and 'anti freeze' is extremely difficult.

I am assailed by such thoughts as 'what if the worried mother of a drug addled 21 year old picked up the book and read this bit? would it stop her buying it for her poor little cokeheadikins?'

or:

'what if that incredibly beautiful, cool girl i used to know read this bit? would she consider me a sad fool for clearly still being such an immature idiot?'

HOWEVER - i take solace in the fact that if i am thinking these things, then i must truly believe that the book will be published. If I can visualise a scene such as the aforementioned mother holding the book in a branch of waterstones or barnes and noble, I must be on the fast track to manifestation... Surely these thoughts are simply an extension of my heartfelt belief in my own ability? (another tricky 'a' there).

And if I truly believe that the book will be published, then that is what will manifest. The law of atttaction guarantees it.

So - manifestation alive and kicking at this end.

I hope it is with you too. Chances are you've probably been doing it for years.

Time to get back to the A's. 'Amphetamine' 'aspiration' and 'awareness' up next. Juicy stuff -could be a late one.

Later dudes.

Writing time: 8 hours so far

Manifestation: 98%