A beautiful weekend in london - clear blue skies, summertime temperatures, friends and manifestation.
Sunday was a big session and I feel tired this morning, but the muscle in my brain that engages positive thought is working overtime.
I have realised, via the process of this blog and continued development of self, that positive thoughts are 100% under my control.
But to what extent does getting wasted stop this from happening? The answer is that it is the only thing in my life which puts total manifesatation in any doubt whatsoever.
Might these periods of doubt and introspection manifest as reality?
Who knows...
Am I just being young? A typical 29 year old? Or do I need to totally stop drinking and having fun in order to realise my dreams?
I guess it is a question of risk.
Being myself, the jack we all know, does entail seeing people and having a drink.
But am i just making excuses here? Drinking and having fun and feeling below par is what regular, ordinary people do.
And I am trying to do something extraordinary.
I need to stop but I can't.
I may have control over my thoughts, but i need to gain some control over my life.
Writing time: insufficient
Manifestation: 25%
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